What do you think?

when I was in the shower this afternoon, I suddenly got an idea to make a short story. i wanna make a story about my dream, being a flight attendant. i know how the story will be, but i dont know how to make it as a good story.

I really in love to read a good book, with a good author. when I read those books, I always thing, I wanna belike one of them soon.

I tried to writing since I was in junior high school. but, yeah, I can start it, but I cant finish it. like now, I have an idea, but I dont know how to make it a story. i know how to start it, but it always stop in the middle. blank! i know theending, but i dont knowhow to fill the middle -____- and honesty, thats really really bother me.

can anyone please help me, how to be a good author? how to be a good amateur writers?


Jakarta, February 19th 2016

Today is my birthday,my first page of 366 days. i used to be happy because this is my special day.. Must be my special day because im turning 21st years old, some people say that this is the start of maturyty, welcome on legal age which you can drunk, watch blue film, or getting marriage .

I should be happy, cause almost all my friend say happy birthday to me, say their wish for me, pray for me and wish all the best for me. all i say just thankyou for filling my birthday. thankyou for the wishes. I hope all the good things would be turn to you all:) Jesus Loves you all πŸ™‚

Honesty, my birthday almost never celebrated. I just celebrated my birthday when i was in kindergarten. last time i got surprise was last year, from my boyfriend and my good friends. last time i got birthday present was when im in 3rd class on SHS.

If someone asks me what do i want on my birthday, i would say, i just want to celebrate, i want some present, i want a midnight surprise or something. i wanna be special on my big day, which is never happened in my whole life. is it sad? yea, a little. i wanna be someone i love on my big day..

I dont know why im feels so disappointed in my birthday this time. like i’m missing something i dont know what, why or who. Crying because you sad on your birthday isn’t a good thing, is it? but i just wanna cry all the day to feels better..

But above all, I wanna say thankyou for my Lord Jesus Christ, because of His blessing, i could still alove, breathing, eating, praying ant say thanks for everything i have now. My wish just, i hope this year i could be a part of Garuda Indonesia Airlines as a Flight Attendant πŸ™‚ *ameeen!!!!!* besides, i wish i could always good in helathy, more prosper, have a tons of lucky, long life and have a chance to make my parents proud of me, of course.

And for all my friends and family who sent me alots of wishes and prayer, thankyou so much, all i can say is AMEN πŸ™‚



Yesterday , when I was filling my spare time , I saw a bunch of girls were playing in the park in front of my house. incidentally front of my house is a public park for children’s play . there are about five girls who were chit chat while taking wefie.

frankly it made ​​me miss my high school friends . Wealso take a lots of pictures , talk together , hang out. went to McD, KFC or visit our friend’s home for watching some movie..Β 

now , neither me nor they had been busy with our respective activities . college, work , UAS , UTS , work deadlines , new friends . I am busy to pursue my ideals . honesty, i really want to see them, talk the way we used to be like when we are in high school.. but i think that, i won’t be as good as when we’re in high school..


never getting tired to say HELLO!

again and agaian i say hello to my followers or everone who reads my blog. thankyou for visit my annoy-random-chaos-awkward blog πŸ™‚

my old laptop was broken so i cant wrote anything on my wordpess. yeah, i know i could use my phone,but its always lagging, so i uninstaled wordpress from my phone. because i got a new laptop (no, no, this is my sister’s) maybe i’ll back and write something for you who have along time to kill,to read something not important on my blog.

it will be a books review because i do love to read and have a lots of books. movie review and songs review, also some story of my life too!

soo, i’ll start to review a book this night. stay tuned!

hi Fellas :)

holla guys πŸ™‚ how are u now? is good? or bad? or so so? hihih. if you ask me how, i dont really know what the answer is..

i’m back again to write about my daily activity, short trip or many things that i do.

if you ask me “where have you been for 6 months?” I will answer “for soo many times, which i dont count how much i forgot my password :’)” yea, i forgot my password. AGAIN πŸ˜€

well, just wait for my next story. i’ve to back work.

on my next story, i’ll tell you guys about my job n my company. so see yaa!!

Happy birthday jiejie!

25 years ago, was born a beautifull girl. named Siska Anneke Putri Harris. she’s a cute she’s a whiny child. he slowly grew into a beautiful girl, *although whiny* today is her 25th birthday πŸ™‚ yeahh, she’s my eldersister. she’s pretty, kind, humble, sometime, she’s annoyed me. but i do love her so so so much. i’ll do everything to see her smile. hehehe.

today, at 12, me and 3 of my sister friends made a surprise party. we has been made this surprise just for D-2 her birthday. hahahahaha. yeah, just a ‘lil party. but it was success! hahahaha. she seems happy and, surprised πŸ˜€

soo, happy birthday Jiejie! have a very wonderful birthday today and the day after tomorrow! hihi. hope that u’ll always happy, good in healthy, endless fortune. happiness, miracle may always follow you ya ce! wish all your dreams will come true soon. ah ya, wish you’ll meet ur soulmate, A.S.A.P! be a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, and a good future wifey! hahahaha.


strowberry's Cheescake! jiejie birthday cake! haha


from left to right, mom-jiejie-me


jiejie and her best friend, Tammy πŸ™‚


from left to right: Edu-jiejie,Hendy, Tammy

Book Review: Love Command: Second Chance


sequel of Love Command: the First Fall

already finished about 4 days ago. just, i dont have any time to review this book. but already done! πŸ˜‰ just enjoy ur time to read this :);)

from the begin, Shilla knows that her relationship with Ryo, won’t be easy. contention for the sake of ongoing contention. but that’s not the problem. Shilla realized that his status with Ryo a very noticeable difference and would be a problem. in other side, there’s someone who stay in her heart, Arya–Ryo’s brother– back from Paris, and makes her feeling back to him. But in the middle of vacillation, Shilla still have to face another surprise. Reveal a big secret that older than herself. Flashback that tells the story of her mom, Ayi, and Luzardi’s family. The fact that will soon overturns her life. Also her heart..

a Sequel book from Love Command: the First Fall, that has been review on last post. story about Shilla and her boyfrie Ryo and his brother Arya. Shilla who tried to cover up his relationship with Ryo finally known. Bianca first know, don’t stay silent. She devised a plan to makes Shilla shame, and Ryo left him. who would have thought, Ryo make a back plan for revenge on Bianca?

until someday, Arya back home from Paris. it’s very surprising Ryo and Shilla. who made her feelings mess. feeling that had gone back again along with the return of Arya from Paris. finally, the relationship between Shilla and Ryo stretchable.Shilla decided not to meet with the two brothers.

unexpexted moment, when Bianca approached Shilla and said some things that make Shilla stunned. she is happy, finally bianca can be kind to her, though a bit arrogant. didn’t stop there, finally Shilla met with Romi. and CΓ©leste confided that she was buried so far. about her mother, Romi and Romi’s husband. and Shilla also finally know who it’s Ayi. while being indecisive, Shilla meetΒ  Arya. and he lays out a theory of tea. of the theory was eventually helped Shilla choose and do what it should. And you know what? Shilla turns is heir to 1/4 of Luzradi Groups. and violla, instantly Ashilla be rich. until when Ryo get a letter and chocolate ..

I don’t like how the ending goes. it makes me very curious. but i expect that sender of Ryo’s latter is from Mai, a girl from his past. yeah like, Shilla knows who is Ayi, and Ryo *may be* finally met Mai again. but overall, i prefer a book one than this. storyline that makes dizziness. because the plot forward and backward. then there are some parts I less understand. but the part I liked most is the current section describes the Arya’s Tea theory.

I cant wait for the 3rd book. i want to know how the ending going. ahahahaha. based on the writer say, that she want to make the 3rd book, or last book. before, she’s has been write this story as a fanfic. but, shes choose to write a book and sell it. yeah. just wait! and see on my next review πŸ™‚ have a good day!

rate: 7.5/10